I hate the 'hug' smiley and I feel like a stick-bundle if my cursor gets too close. But I wish you well. I like to think I can give good, helpful advice but I can't relate to your life. So I'll say that there are people who don't even know you that want the best for you. I'm glad that you're doing better, and I hope for you to build on this.
Also, here's a picture of a cute pooch. Most people like them. This is my sister's dog, whom I've been looking in on in the mornings because my sister's work schedule has gotten rather packed for the holidays.
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I have a flip phone, which is why the picture has a resolution of around five.