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  • thanks for praying for me, I'm not religious but if there's any chance for prayer to work, I'll take it!
    i watched a movie with a friend today. and several shows. there was a girl who was like totally open about being a lesbian. i missed an appointment too and it was kinda sad because i kinda need certain things outside of the house, plus i don't feel too welcome sometimes b/c of someone.
    i'm crying right now. someone else just told me something very sad. i deserve to be alone. please don't try to make friends w/me anymore, i can't stand the pains of ppls abandoning me over and over, i'm done.
    If ppls are gonna be this nasty then I have no choices left except to report, report, report. So please guys--and other girls don't usually do this to me, I find that telling--if you don't wanna get moderated, please stop trying to strip me of my personhood. You know I'm a girl, stop 'hinting' that you're unsure. You know what I actually wrote, @Vyor, pls stop putting words in my mouth. They don't taste quite as good as you seem to feel sweetie. ^_^

    Same goes to a lot of ppls here, I'll name names if the ppls happen to come along and ask? Thank you, you're making social media a hell and you need to stop. Please. I don't come here to harass anyone so I need you and am begging you to pleasey pleasey stop harassing me, 'kay?
    JUSTSOMEALIN
    JUSTSOMEALIN
    I would do it. I do try and stay rational, but I don't want to hurt feelings.
    sneakykitten
    sneakykitten
    so i'm just being crazy and delusional? when real ppls keep telling me to get out or they leave for no reason? ok, guess i got to chat w/a therapist, too bad none wanna see me and no one's allowed to come over to take me to them. i'm not gonna get meds for my 'crazy girls' delusions' so i need to be alone, feel free to stop by and chat if u have actual questions tho.
    V4Guss
    V4Guss
    I'll note I don't get how Gender Dysphoria is much different than Body Dysmorphic Disorder or Body Integrity Identity Disorder first off, but the "delusion or denial" comment was in reference to your belief that "Sex=Gender", a lot of LGBT activists have been trying to get rid of that thinking... you realize that?, and the paranoid beliefs.

    Also like it or not Gender Dysphoria is in the DSM-5 and Transexualism is in the ICD-10. It is classified as a mental disorder by psychiatry and there is a significant chance of comorbidity with other mental disorders. Being transgender doesn't mean you have mental disorder, but having Gender Dysphoria/Transexualism is classified as a mental disorder.

    Also, just to point out, if it weren't classified as a legitimate mental problem, no insurance company would cover the treatment of it or transitioning.
    sooo now like when a girl like me tries to say that she would prefer better relationships in stories she's demanding that all stories change to suit her airy whims? Like, ppls can say I was misreading them, yet this is a extreme misrepresentation of anything i ever said, which was nothing like this. i never demanded to have stories changed, they're fictional stories ffs and i don't care that much to try to change an entire business. i was only chatting about how i feel things should be if ppls actually care about girls like me having representation in the industry, how is that a crime? and ppls are now aggressively swarming me to try to lock me out of socializing here.

    how is that right or fair on anyone? how is that not sexism?

    Someone tell these ppls that it's not ok to isolate ppls, please.
    IndyFront
    IndyFront
    We need more LGBT and interacial relationships in fiction, maybe some more polyamorous where it is left up to the imagination what happens. Either way it shouldn't distract from the central THEME (imho), which isn't always about romance or love, sometimes its more about friendship (firneds can love one another too I love my friends), camaraderie and/or survival (among others) or just winning in general
    JUSTSOMEALIN
    JUSTSOMEALIN
    We're not swarming you. We're telling you that putting focus on themes in stories where those themes don't need to be put focus on is bad. We don't want to see Samus making out with an alien being that she fell in love with over the couple of years, or flirting with a female AI installed into her brain. We want to see Samus blow up a disgusting creature with a missile that she shot right into it's jaw while holding it open with a boot and a hand.

    Why? Because Metroid is not a romance, it's a badass sci fi about a superhuman space marine hunting down alien creatures for money.
    sneakykitten
    sneakykitten
    I never demanding to change stories about something else into romance stories. All I said was, 'Hey, if they added like @IndyFront says, LGBT, interracial relationships, polyamorous relationships,' then stories would be more personally interesting to me. So I'm sorry if having preferences on wanna see some healthy interesting relationships in fiction is demanding that we change Metroid, because I don't remember saying I wanna see Samus making out with aliens or flirting with girl AIs inside her brain? Where did I say those things?
    @Alias You told me to name names of Bullies? I got one, 'they' made me feel quite dominated and threatened, it was fun ^_^ @Vyor is 'their' name.
    Bare your burden upon me young one, thou art nay the first troubled soul whom twas lead astray in the mortal realm that I have encountered. As with those before I will use thine abilities to counsel thee. Before thy ask, aye I do speaketh in this syntax except in certain circumstances.
    sneakykitten
    sneakykitten
    um, is it safe to share things like that in a forum? like, i dunno, i feel like i'm just gonna confess a few things. someone wanna turn me into a pure religious girl when it was kinda the wrong religion for what we were doing, which was done kinda... w/o... anyway. for a few months. someone else removed me from so much places i can't count them. and ppls keep on putting their hands or whatevs worse on or in me. oh, and i was on the streets way more than like anyone else i know? if i don't belong anywhere, i should shut up and go live somewhere by myself, right?
    King Hell God Emperor
    King Hell God Emperor
    Private messaging of course, I shalt not convince thee to share all, but thy should know that I am trustworthy there are those will ill intent out there who see you as easy prey. I highly advise extreme caution with matters like these.
    let me tell a story:

    once there was a young girl who came from a common fam who dreamed of making her unhappy fam finally happy and love their lives. she tried to console them when they were sad, give them hugs if they asked, cook and clean for them. and over years they spent together they hated her. her fam told her that her kind of person did not belong with them, her Mommy never even said 'i love you' while the girl was being forced out violently by guards, she only later wrote that in letters.

    the girl was on the streets. she wasn't sure for how long, she only knows that at each kind person's home where she was allowed to stay for performing whatevs services they wanna: household services, counseling their emotional problems, caring for their children from other marriages or their relatives, other things she would prefer not to say... they would eventually decide that she somehow broke the contract, when she actually followed all the rules, they were changing them she felt. still she would leave at least six different communities, three different areas of her country, and when guards would find her they would send her to be taken care of at hospitals where she was kept countless times.

    she can't remember how much time she spent doing all these things, she just knows that if she added it up, years of her life would have been committed to being treated, evicted, working in various ways even at the hospitals to do what she thought would make peoples happy.

    instead peoples hated her more for not being alone. they told her she should live by herself and not trust friends or let peoples visit her, since she was too slutty and stupid to know how to set boundaries and avoid danger.

    ultimately the girl decided that while she was living with her friend who needs her help with her disability, she had to consider the possibility of being removed or having to move by herself where even then being a homeless street girl was a real possibility.
    i refuse to post about my actual feelings now. i'm tired of losing friends i love over and over and over and over. i love these people and i'm scared that if i continue to say things then everyone is gonna leave. so from now on i'm not saying anything, i'm not liking posts, anyone who wanna chat with me can come visit me in solitary. i'm sorry everyone and i'm gonna go cry by myself.

    like seriously: i can never have a conversation about anything so please don't come at me trying to start discussions, im too stupid airhead slutty girl with like crazy ideas, so please... please... do not come to me unless you have something to chat about and are ready to lead the conversation. i don't wanna say anything period because it's dangerous.
    *Bunny ninja's sit next to you and offer french fries* Hiya. :3
    sneakykitten
    sneakykitten
    i told him and he sniffed a bit and said, 'oh sorry honey, we arrest ppls for that all the time here, it's not always the case that assaults go unpunished.' like, u gonna 'punish' my assaulter yet? no? o-ok. ;_;
    Alias
    Alias
    *Hugs*
    sneakykitten
    sneakykitten
    /me hugs

    like it's ok for assaulters to assault me. if he cared about justice when i told him i was assaulted he would've actually like done something, not say an empty phrase like, 'it's not always the case.' 'cause actually? everyone who assaulted, maimed and raped me ever got away with it all
    I agree with Fifth Harmony: That's my girl, this is the life, give it up for the kids... so why do I feel like this life is only a temporary thing and is gonna come to an end soon? Mmmm....

    Simple fact is when a girl runs out of usefulness to the dude of the house, she gets out. Because unless she's constantly working for him when he doesn't even wanna have her help in more practical ways, just working a conventional job, that's all that matters to him. Like don't you need anything around the house, can't I go do a favor or something for you? No, I got to go to work at Wendy's instead or whatevs and it's complicated and I feel like explaining again would bore ppls so?

    Simple thing is that when girls are treated as both too fragile to help and then commanded to help in ways they are not prepared for they're gonna end up in troubles. Like resentment from entitled dudes ending in displacing her permanently. I don't care yay.
    i feel like this life is becoming more like a fake soap opera everyday. i feel like my acting is getting better yet nothing is real. ppls aren't real w/me, lovers treat me like trash even tho i like it, it's complicated. like... when u treat a girl like trash all her life and then confusingly expect her to be something more or even more confusingly wanna aggressively force her with police and mental health clinician pressure to return to a past that was only real in ppls' selfish dreams?

    i just dunno, does a girl belong anywhere or should she be homeless and wreck herself or get wrecked over and over because girls like that? u've all heard that line from dudes, right?

    'girls like to be mistreated a bit, if you talk down to her she'll love you more.'

    yes, it works, and a lot more than talking goes down in this 'mistreatment' and no one really cares until after a girl like me is gone. so i don't care about myself either.

    please no one flood me w/like concern over being gone today, kay? not that kind of post. i suppose it is a little cry for help tho, therapists are unavailable to discuss my concerns or whatevs~ ah ha. ^_^
    sneakykitten
    sneakykitten
    thank you like, i feel like i get victimized a lot and i have no place to stop it. my happiness is not important to anyone.
    King Hell God Emperor
    King Hell God Emperor
    Excelsior. I has thine own covenant for matters such as these. You need to search for a covenant worthy of yourself.
    sneakykitten
    sneakykitten
    yes. i need to search for ppls who don't wanna throw me away like trash. like where are these ppls? i have never met them. and i'm not a victim i'm just 'choosing to suffer because i let other ppls hurt me' is this like 'mansplaining 101 or something? Thank you for the advice tho.
    So what if my avatar met your avatar.

    anyway hi
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