I should kill myself I'm a horrible person the world will be better without me. Bye. Go ahead and get it out of your system @Rufus Shinra about how much better you are than me and everyone here and use me as an example.
Maybe I should stop using my mental illness and these meds as a crutch and stop taking them since they are obviously not working. I was thinking about quitting drinking too but I think that was a bad idea.